GOOD DAY'S TURN DARK WHEN I WAKE UP FEELING LIKE MY EMOTIONS HAVE SOMEWHAT BEEN TAMPERED, AND I TRY TO KEEP MY COMPOSURE BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I BEEN MENTALITY & PHYSICALLY HAMMERED...
I WONDER WHAT'S THE COMMOTION IS ALL ABOUT WHEN THE FOCUS IS CLEARER THAN A CRYSTAL BALL ON A PEDESTAL,
I FEEL LIKE I'M IN THE SAME SNOW GLOBE AS PINOCCHIO WITH INVISIBLE STRINGS BEING PULLED BY 1 FUKIN GEPPETTO....
CAN'T CUT EM' LOOSE CAUSE I'M SO CLOSE TO THE LINE OF FINISH,
MY SILHOUETTE NOW SEEMS FOREIGN TO MY ANATOMY AND IT GETS DEEPER THAN THE LENGTH OF HIS VERY OWN PENIS...
YO' IT'S GETTING HARD TO BREATHE Y'ALL WHEN THIS OXYGEN AIN'T FLOWING SO FLUENTLY,
SO I SIT IN MY COMFORT ZONE FOR AWHILE UNTIL I CAN ANALYZE WHAT THIS LOVE THING IS ACTUALLY DOIN' TO ME...
l CAN'T HIDE MY IMPERFECTIONS CAUSE I COME BARING ALL THAT I AM,
FERGIE SAID IT'S THE MAKE-UP SONG AND IN REALITY I SHOULDN'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN.... BUT THAT'S NOT THE CASE IT'S THE CHALLENGE,
CAN YOU REALLY SAVE A SOUL FROM OBLIVION WHEN THEY BEEN WITHOUT A DOUBT EMOTIONALLY DAMAGE???...
I CAN'T GIVE UP CAUSE TIME AND LOYALTY HAS NOW BEEN INVESTED,
IT'S SO MUCH I WANT TO ASK ABOUT BUT LOSING YOU MAKES ME JUST WANT TO SUPPRESS IT....
Copyright © Shan-Teazy Ledgend 2015
I respect you for being so open & forthcoming with your written expression Shantell.
ReplyDeleteThis is a very emotional scribe, that I can tell you put your heart into. And personally with that last line in my opinion, nothing can be lost if it's truly real & meant to be so opening up to whomever & never holding back I feel is always the key. Speculation of things aren't always what they seem or appear to be when you actually get to the root of a matter & break it down with that other person involved. So always question things & be aware cause in most cases you might be surprised at the results, and a weight is lifted off of your spirit that really didn't need to be there given onus only by the other party for clarification of circumstances for your own curiosity to have peace of mind.
But great job on this one, this was an exceptional scribe. Much Respect!!!
I APPRECIATE YOU RA' TAKING TIME TO READ AND TRULY ARTICULATE WHAT MY THOUGHTS ON THIS MAY HAVE BEEN... YOU GAVE A GREAT PERCEPTION ON HOW I SHOULD HANDLE THOSE TYPE OF EMOTIONS... YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT IF SOMETHING IS REAL, IT WILL DEFINITELY STICK AROUND FOR THE DURATION... #RESPECT BACK...
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