CODE BLUE

I'M TRAPPED IN REALITY TV WHEN IT'S NO REAL TELEVISION,
CROOKED COPS CROOKED JOBS WITH ALL THESE CROOKED ASS POLITICIANS...
PLEASE DEAR GOD CAN YOU HELP ME ESCAPE THESE HORIZONTAL LIMITS,
BOTH FEET KEEP MOVING
VERTICALLY TO THE BLUEPRINT THAT MY MOMS DNA PRINTED...
AIN'T NO BACK TRACKING HERE CAUSE I SEEN EVERYDAY HERO'S UP AND DIE,
WHILE ALL THESE  MUTHAFUKIN MURDERERS AND CHILD MOLESTERS STILL MANAGE TO SURVIVE...
BLACK SKIES~ BLACK SUN~MY HEART IS JUST LIKE BLACK COAL,
AND EVERY TIME I THINK I'M MOVING FORWARD I'M REMINDED JUST HOW MUCH I GOT A BLACK SOUL....
JUST ANOTHER CHAPTER IN THESE CHRONICLES OF A LEDGEND,
THE DEVIL KEEPS COMING AFTER FOR ME WITH HOPES I'LL CRAWL BACK BEGGING...
MULTIPLE MIRROR IMAGES WITH WITH TEARS THAT I SILENTLY  CRIED,
I KEEP HEARING THAT INSIDE VOICE ASKING THE OTHER VOICES WHO AM I...
AND IT MAKES ME WONDER DID MY MOTHER REALLY WANT A SON WHEN THE DOCTORS TOLD HER SHE HAD GIVEN BIRTH TO DAUGHTER~
NOT REALIZING THAT CANCER WOULD CLAIM HER LEGACY AT THE END OF HER 3RD QUARTER~
JUST TO BE CARRIED ON BY THE LAST NAME OF ANOTHER MANS 1st SEED IN THE FORM OF HER FIRST BORN GRANDDAUGHTER...
I KEEP HEARING 70'S MUSIC ECHOING OFF SOUND WAVES OF MY INNER EARS,
ROLE PLAYING THAT FIRST LOVE OF KEVIN ARNOLD AND WINNIE COOPER FROM THE SITCOM "THE WONDER YEARS"....
IF I SPIT OUTTA TUNE THEN WHAT WOULD YOU DO~
BUT CAME BACK WITH 16 BARZ WOULD THAT KEEP YOU TRUE???
SOME JUST AIN'T READY FOR MY SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING,
SO THEY MAY EVEN  WALK AWAY BUT FUK EM" I'M STILL HERE STANDIN...
BLESSED WITH ABUNDANCE MY WELL WON'T EVER BE EMPTY,
I KEEP TRYING TO STAY HUMBLED BUT BITCHEZ KEEP TEMPTING ME....
I'M TOUCHED BY A ANGEL THESE LEGIONS WON'T EVA PREVAIL,
MY EXISTENCE WAS  PRERECORDED LIKE THE CONTENTS FOUND INSIDE OF THE SACRED HOLY GRAIL....

((( I MOVE IN STORMS )))

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