LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS GOT ME PONDERING & OFTEN WONDERING,
I JUST DROVE ABOUT A 100 MILES BUT TIME JUST KEPT ON WANDERING....
NOW I CAN'T SLEEP CAUSE I'M AFRAID OF THOSE DREAMS THAT WAIT FOR ME INSIDE THE DISTANCE OF MY COMFORT ZONE,
INCONCEIVABLE BUT NEVER THE LESS I'M STILL OUT HERE ON MY OWN....
LOSING EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED TO HAVE,
I HEAR MY CIRCLE SAYIN' I TOLD YOU SO WITH THAT STRANGE SARCASTIC LAUGH...
WRONG SIDE OF THE BED AS I KEEP GRAVITATING TOWARDS THE MIDDLE,
WISHING I WAS SLEEPING IN HIS ARMS AS I KEEP REACHING BUT ONLY FINDING THE COMFORTS OF OLD BODY PILLOWS...
PAUSING FOR A MINUTE CAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY GETTING HARDER TO BREATHE,
REAL TEARS START TO FALL CAUSE I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY BUT NOT AT THE COST OF FORGETTING ABOUT ME...
DEEPER THAN THE OCEAN AT THE DEPTHS OF THE MARIANA TRENCH,
KNOWING I GOTTA DO SOMETHING BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT HOW OR EVEN WHICH....
ECHO'S STIR BUT I'M TOO FRANTIC TO EVER LOOK AT THE MIRROR,
BROKEN REFLECTION OF YESTERDAY'S MEMORY IS ONLY GETTING MIRRORED....
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Been away for a moment, but you still have a great knack for filtering your emotions & putting it down on the screen to the point where what your conveying hits home. Your words are monumental & doesn't fall on deaf ears, I hear ya!. Deep scribe Shantell!...Peace & Blessings!!
ReplyDeleteTHANK YOU & NO DOUBT, APPRECIATE YA READING... BLESSINGS UP!
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